SUCCESSFUL WEEKEND..............

Bill and I have actually survived the weekend without a cross word. I have been 'CLEAN' now for 6 days *counting today*. I'm feeling so much better.

we went to Cowboy Church Sunday morning. It was very interesting. The atmosphere was relaxed. the sermon was very comparable to real life. Bill and I both liked it a lot.

I have not told mother that bill and I are back together yet. She will disown me and I dread the conflict with her. but what right does she have to tell me who I can or can't be w ith. she's not living to please me, so why should I have to live to please her?

Bill and I have a marriage counseling session together this afternoon. And I have my individual counseling this a.m. I need some help somewheere.

It would be easy to dwell on the negativess, but I've chosen not to. Every daay is a "new session" with me. a new slate and new chance to start over with billy.

we'll be ok maybe.